Since I followed LEO, I think I have much change. I know how bit is life, i’m not become a choosey specially on food, and finally i can put myself in all situation. BINGO! It’s not really me. I can say like i really good at keeping my image. Haha,,, i can be really worst and really good. It’s all about situation.
In my life, maybe this is the first time i found someone who I can assume as a sister. Actually i've a sister. Just she stay far from me. She live in Jakarta now and we so rare to have a contact bcos everyone's busy.
I hope i don’t make a wrong choice. She’s a president of LEO. She’s different from others. I don’t know what is it, but i just feel different, some kind of weird. She can take all people around her. Is it a gift? That’s why all people always come to her. To talk everything about their life. Awww.. that’s sucks. Yeahh. . i ever talk to her too.. sit in her house until late night; but one day, i realize that maybe i’m just a stupid person who always talk about my private life, maybe not only me. And i know that someone need rest after work for a whole day. That’s why i never talk about my life anymore. I meant rare.. although i know, even if not me, there’s always the others. She never stay quiet at home. Haha..
I care about her and i treat her like my own sister. From what I see and I feel, specially when we go for holiday, she care on me wherever is that. But i don’t really know ya or it’s just her responsibility to take care of me because I’m the youngest and she is the leader at that time. The fact is when i’m with her, even I don’t like something, i have to learn to like it. I just want to make it balance okay, bcos 1st impression when people see me, they will say that i can't eat this, can't eat that. They'll think that i can't eat a food in a roadside. Is it stupid or what?? Sometimes I denied it for fun, sometimes I do it. But what she told me is always the right one. So there’s no right to blame her.
I never want to talk to people what i feel about them. It’s better for me to keep it close though it’s hurt or happy. They have eyes, they can see it. I don’t need to tell them bcos i trust the truth will come even if no one realize. I don’t care. But today, I’m going to write it. So thanks to LEO who already give me a lot of experience and much opportunity to know people outside there and to tell me that this world is wide, and showed me that there’s a lot of things to do better than stay in my room. But actually I can think more in my room ^.^
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